1) Today I got my TENS unit. Been using it, but am a little frustrated that the pads would not stay on very well. Will have to talk to my physical therapist about that. The pads keep falling off. They aren't sticky enough.

2) I had an ultrasound done last week and they found a mass in my bladder and my doctor is worried it might be cancer. Urology finally called me yesterday with an appointment for November 8th at 1 pm. It is at UTSA Medicine Urology Specialty over on Babcock. All the way across town. Gonna need a day bus pass for that. They're sending me paperwork to fill out for my appointment, with questions and medical info and insurance info and such. I hope they will go for surgery, I want to get this damn mass out of my bladder ASAP. This mass in my bladder is making me pee all the damn time, like, every hour or more often. I am gonna try to get it out within 2 weeks, if not, hopefully right after Thanksgiving. I want to be able to enjoy both Thanksgiving and Christmas, so hopefully, depending on their surgical schedule, I will have the bladder surgery at a good time. I want to be up and around in time for either Thanksgiving or Christmas. I don't want to be in the hospital during the holidays...I hate being alone during the holidays, it's depressing. I like being with Abel's family during the holidays, it lifts my spirits a lot. So...trying to avoid having surgery so close to Thanksgiving or Christmas.

I hope I won't have to be in the hospital for long after my surgery. I hate hospitals, I never sleep well in the hospital.